So as I sit here and Ive just posted stuff ive written over the last little while... i can reflect on all that has happened. Out of all the chaos my work situation has caused... out of the closing of some doors.... new ones have opened.

Ive enjoyed my days away from work.. Still kind of feel like im wagging on sick leave or something, then i stop and realise that no, i actually dont have a job right now. I also realise that i did the right thing. I got myself out of a situation that wasnt right. I (as i do) stood up for what i believe/ed in and would not stay in a negative unproductive environment. So, i spose im kind of proud of myself for that.. almost like the quote above, "everyone, at some time in their life, must chose whether to stay with a ready made world that may be safe but which is also limiting, or to push forward, often past the frontiers of common sense, into a personal place, unknown and untried..." I broke my boundary, and left. Even if it meant leaving to go to no job... its actually been the best thing i could have done.

Since then ive had a job interview which is looking promising also.. so who knows, within the month i could be working at somewhere much better, much more positive and much more.. me. I cant wait..